I am reminded that I need to be careful about what music to listen to. I need to keep my chin up and stay as positive as I can, it's just so hard when I'm away from my family.
My parents took my wife and kids out for donuts and I could hardly look at the pictures on Facebook. I got that weird feeling you get when you see a picture of an ex and they look happy and you aren't. I know it's not like that, I just don't deal well with being away.
That's the whole thing though, right? I need to be away for a bit so I can return with everything we need for the rest of our lives. No one is going to hand it to you, even though it feels like that sometimes. I just pray for guidance and go where I feel God is leading me.
The only way my wife gets to do art is if I support us, the only way my children get what they need is if I work hard, and that's all I need to know in order to keep moving forward. Years upon years. Maybe one day the dream will be realized, but for now I have to focus on laying that groundwork. That's what's important.
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